Just last weekend as I was on my way back from class, the rain was heavy and my car skidded by a running water across the road. If panicked my car would have gone over the devider , hit a lamp post and maybe will be hit by some cars. But instead, I got controlled of the car and made my way from the right lane to the left lane successfully and stopped my car from hitting the car infront of mine. Shaken & taken aback...I called my hubby to let him know of the incident and as composed as he could he said... 'tak pa balik dulu'...(it's ok come home first)
I kept on saying in my mind...what did I do wrong...what did I do wrong?...I flashback everything that I have did before that and trying to put my senses on what did I do that Allah put this incident against me...but so far I failed to see...
Beaten & trembled , I safely arrived home. My son greeted me at the door but I was too mad at myself that I just slammed whatever I was holding and went straight to my bedroom and cried.
My children, saw the different mood I was at gave up asking me as I replied them in silent mode.
My husband instead went out to check the tyres twice and he came up and said I have just changed the tyre last week and everything was ok...then...how come?
I know there is a 'hikmah' for whatever happened and therefore I 'redha'...
Then came Monday...I was ready to go to work when my husband suddenly said he is going to work with me. Meaning this time driving me to work so ok lar...since I sometimes told him that its ok if he joined me and take only 1 car to work...so I was very happy ...then later that I know, he have decided to go everyday together with me to work from then on. What had just happened?
It was just a twist of fate that Allah have made my dream come through...he has been my driver eversince.. and guess what?
Of all the days, this morning, one of the car's tyre was panchet and he was there as my HERO...
just imagine...just imagine I still drive my car alone to work just like any other day and the tyre panchet?...Innalillah...I am sure to stand at the back of the car and cried HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP......!!! I don't know why but just by imagining me waving at the car passes by and crying out loud...I am sure to be called...a 'crazy woman' and end up no one would want to stop and help me... :)))
Well the moral of the story for today is ...you would not know what Allah have in store for you. You may be in great pain the day before and two days later you found out that Allah gave you a tremendous gift in life. Nothing..I repeat NOTHING can stand before His mercy. Not even the devil himself. Allah loves us. That has always been the only thing that human race is VERY easy to forget.
In our mother's womb, we have pledged to be his loyal servant , and He too have promised to give the best for us in return of our loyalty & good deeds...but in the end what did we do?... we forgot about our pledge (a normal human act) and query about His existence?? Nevertheless, unlike human, Allah never give up hope in us. He never fails us. He loves us very much. Our poverty, hurtings,frustrations are all the test that He puts us in to test our love to Him. And when we still failed Him...He still loves us....UNCONDITIONALLY. Human's love are with condition, unlike Allah's...
Whenever we are tested...stop, sit & think. Then praise our thanks to Allah although it hurts so much that we felt like all our body drained out...because the test is to remind us of His existence so that we won't go astray. Love yourself...remember Allah!
Love you all too....
